Saw you yesterday... 16th December 2011

this song is dedicated to you... this song say it all...

have you ever....

could it be something? could it be a hunch to the strong word call love?

i have no longer have that in mind - it's been a long long time i guess

but every time i saw you go online i really wanna talk to you but i don't know what to say..

i kept on saying i'll greet you on the special events such as your birthday or during the new years but i never did.. i just don't know how i guess..

i don't have the guts to even click you...

oh well....

here goes the song...

SS501 - love like this

i google it - so what?

ok ok this is one habit of mine when well most of my close friends know how crazy curious i am with stuff... so yea...every time i dream of something or at least something interesting and i would love to know what's going on and what's beside the dream so yea i Google it xP ahah i know right....i am one curious little woman so yea last Wednesday i dream that i was walking bare foot and i kept on stepping on this pieces of glasses on the floor and i can feel how painful it is.. than the it changes where i was somewhere on a bed with all the equipment around me so yea i assumed i was in a hospital where i was sat on the bed with my hand on a table where there is a nurse trying to poke my hand the needle trying to inject me with some sort of injection for medical proposes and the needle cant seem to go through and i could see a hole on my hand =s it doesn't hurt a bit than i realize i was being tense and all my hand muscles are tight and not relaxed. so yea i try to relax and in no time the nurse was done she finally injected the medicine in my blood lol and than i realize that i was waiting for my surgery =/ aaaaand i woke up... so as i said aboveee i actually Google 3 things and this is what i get Glass

To see broken glass in your dream, signifies a change in your life. Alternatively, it could be symbolic of an aspect of your life that is in pieces. You will find that a situation will come to an abrupt and untimely end. If you are walking on broken glass, then it suggests that you will be experiencing some heartache or pain.

Injection To dream that you are being injected for medical reasons, indicates that you need to develop yourself on a mental and spiritual level. You are looking for an emotional uplift or need some time to heal. Alternatively, the dream may be a metaphor that you need to "inject" more energy into your walking life.

To dream that someone is forcibly injecting you, represents your negative attitudes about a particular situation/person. It also indicates the influence of peer pressure working against you. You are recognizing that someone is forcing their negative and unwelcome views/values on you.

Operation To dream that you are having an operation, suggests that you need to get something out of your system or cut it out of your life. Perhaps you need to let go of something or change your habits.

Thanks

ok ok do you really have to hurt my feelings now R? is this how you actually treat me? yea yea thanks and congrats you did hurt my feelings if that's your intention

memories during kid kid

so yea i was picking up my lil bro and sista balik sekolah ugama just now and say lots of kids that aren't afraid of the cars like they were STOP signal to us the care driver in the middle of the road like whooa?? bepower jua kanak2 karang ane lol so yea..i was laughing about it and saw a girl with her tudung that is soo kedapan that inda nampak kan mata lol just thot of it and say it in my mind "i used to wear my tudung like that" and i laugh so yea i was just gonna share my memories as a kid which is like erm 10++ years ahahah oh oh and i saw the pagar where the stairs were lock so that the unwanted people at night inda dapat masuk lol i used to squeeze through it just to go out even though there is other way to go out =// gauk hahah

careless

guess what happen today >.O i accidentally hit my own finger with an "anak lasung" when i was gonna break the Ice.. i was making ice nescafe lol and yea...useless the picture lol

denial = me? >.0

odd+interesting = life

Things been pretty odd this semester but yea.. going with the flow and interesting too lol fall in and out of that so call place i used to enjoy being in that situation maybe

somethin' somethin'

*sigh* i don't know but i kinda felt that i don't deserve this i just don't know why. . .

MC - I want to know what love is

Randomness strikes again XD

Thought of doing some random and just something to kill the boredom so i search for Horoscope >.< yeaa i know ahahha it's crap right but yea sometimes it does make sense ahahah anyway i clicked on the Monthly Tarot Reading aaaaaaaand i get this :P:P

The presence of the Magician this month indicates that it's time for you to think hard about what you really want from a partner - and then to go o ut and find it. If you already have someone special, you two will begin a new phase in your relatio nship - a far deeper one. If you're single. think about where kindred spirits gather and go there! They're looking for you, too.

The appearance of the card of judgment means that you're in the midst of making some serious decisions, at least one which will involve what you want to do with the rest of your life. If you already have a career, then you'll likely spend the rest of the month tending to it carefully much as a gardener tends to their garden. If you're still looking for your life's path, be prepared! it's about to be offered to you!!

The appearance of the tower points to something that humans just don't care much for: change. Big change. Total change. the problem is that whi le we can deal with change, we like for it to happen on our own terms, which isn't usually how i t happens. So when you see this card, it's time to prepare yourself for anything and everything, and remember that whatever happens is part of the Grand scheme. cooperate. aaaaaaand i kinda when a bit tooo much on this ahahaha lols and i tried another card Love Tarot Reading

With the Justice card drawn today, it's reminding you of someone one once loved deeply and truly. This old love made such a profound impression that even to this day, others pale by comparison. Part of commitment-phobia may be a preference for the safety of fantasy or the choice to stay in love with that person. Someone has to know that we can love again. Avoid hasty decisions. If involved with someone, the card represents a clarification that builds.

and agaaain =.=' Make a wish Tarot

You've planted the seed. The right mixture of elements occurred and your wait is almost over. Your wish is close to reality because you believed in your heart that it will and can be more than a dream. Using another perspective, if your wish is about love, it happens because you have learned to love a real person and not a dream. It's about caring even when they are exasperating and challenging p/s: i was wishing for something like this huhuhu :P:P coincidence =P lols oryt i'm done :P:P

randomeness strikes even more (wow new one rofl)

"ai ia mcm yg adam family atu" *singing the adam family's theme song* its the most spontaneous thing i ever said and done ahaha it was kinda random and i was totaly kajuT ngok! He was like uncle festa if im not mistaken lah xp ahaha oky2 enough xp i think im sleepy already xp ahaha oky2 bye

George Nozuka - Lie to me

George Nozuka - Butterfly

Happy New Year!!

HAPPY NEW YEAR PEOPLE!! I wish that you will at least see how true I am to myself.. I just wanna say Happy New Year to you personally but hey...I don't Know.. you're there out there somewhere... wish 2010 will be a better year for all of us where we all could enjoy Love.. Happiness and prosperity.. and i wish *wishing* =)

Pain from the heart

being silly and out of my mind i bet lately but i felt so in love... i have to stop this like really2

"I never thought that it would be me
Actin' like such a fool
and here I am saying boy I'm sorry
for something i didn't do, this is my point of view
i never meant to fall for him
lately its been driving me crazy.."

day before it's something like

"wanna show you I'm not like the rest
so put me to the test
I want this more than anything
than anything..."

and now i have been thinking....
"Why didn't I listen to my heart
(hey that's what i'm doing)
When he had me guessin' from the start
More and more I wonder
Why do I still want him
(when it's all impossible)
After all the love I gave to him
All this pain and all because of him
What am I supposed to do
When it's all a lie
Where am I supposed to go
When it's dark outside
What am I supposed to do
When it's all a lie..."

i'm just gonna assume its just a day dream
only this time it's more like real
coz i can feel it still
the feeling when i think about it
and maybe it's nothing
but this pain of knowing it
might be just something normal to him
and when its really huge to me...

p/s: you shouldn't have come when i was really in love with you
coz' you're driving me crazy

I don't know what's the truth and what's a lie...

i was in love with you and you came straight at me...
leaving me like this isn't helping..


i got to go...need to clear my head..

loving you G

Happy 22nd BIRTHDAY TO NAJIB

Just wanna wish Najib aka Mr. cool a belated birthday on the 28th kemarin wish you all the best and good luck with the training next year in UK may all your wishes came true and HAPPY ALWAYS

Happy Birthday MIL!!!

Just wanna say Happy belated Birthday to my beloved BEST FRIEND NurAzmil LOls even though the suprize thing didn't work i hope you love the Chocolate Cake may all ur wishes came true and all the best with everything you do... His birthday was on the 24th december... and he 21 XD all the best oryt *hugs* loving you always...

♥ ♥ George Nozuka ♥ ♥

in love with Justin Nozuka's eldest Brother George Nozuka he's my Baby ahahha LOLs