somethin' somethin'

*sigh* i don't know but i kinda felt that i don't deserve this i just don't know why. . .

MC - I want to know what love is

Randomness strikes again XD

Thought of doing some random and just something to kill the boredom so i search for Horoscope >.< yeaa i know ahahha it's crap right but yea sometimes it does make sense ahahah anyway i clicked on the Monthly Tarot Reading aaaaaaaand i get this :P:P

The presence of the Magician this month indicates that it's time for you to think hard about what you really want from a partner - and then to go o ut and find it. If you already have someone special, you two will begin a new phase in your relatio nship - a far deeper one. If you're single. think about where kindred spirits gather and go there! They're looking for you, too.

The appearance of the card of judgment means that you're in the midst of making some serious decisions, at least one which will involve what you want to do with the rest of your life. If you already have a career, then you'll likely spend the rest of the month tending to it carefully much as a gardener tends to their garden. If you're still looking for your life's path, be prepared! it's about to be offered to you!!

The appearance of the tower points to something that humans just don't care much for: change. Big change. Total change. the problem is that whi le we can deal with change, we like for it to happen on our own terms, which isn't usually how i t happens. So when you see this card, it's time to prepare yourself for anything and everything, and remember that whatever happens is part of the Grand scheme. cooperate. aaaaaaand i kinda when a bit tooo much on this ahahaha lols and i tried another card Love Tarot Reading

With the Justice card drawn today, it's reminding you of someone one once loved deeply and truly. This old love made such a profound impression that even to this day, others pale by comparison. Part of commitment-phobia may be a preference for the safety of fantasy or the choice to stay in love with that person. Someone has to know that we can love again. Avoid hasty decisions. If involved with someone, the card represents a clarification that builds.

and agaaain =.=' Make a wish Tarot

You've planted the seed. The right mixture of elements occurred and your wait is almost over. Your wish is close to reality because you believed in your heart that it will and can be more than a dream. Using another perspective, if your wish is about love, it happens because you have learned to love a real person and not a dream. It's about caring even when they are exasperating and challenging p/s: i was wishing for something like this huhuhu :P:P coincidence =P lols oryt i'm done :P:P

randomeness strikes even more (wow new one rofl)

"ai ia mcm yg adam family atu" *singing the adam family's theme song* its the most spontaneous thing i ever said and done ahaha it was kinda random and i was totaly kajuT ngok! He was like uncle festa if im not mistaken lah xp ahaha oky2 enough xp i think im sleepy already xp ahaha oky2 bye

George Nozuka - Lie to me

George Nozuka - Butterfly

Happy New Year!!

HAPPY NEW YEAR PEOPLE!! I wish that you will at least see how true I am to myself.. I just wanna say Happy New Year to you personally but hey...I don't Know.. you're there out there somewhere... wish 2010 will be a better year for all of us where we all could enjoy Love.. Happiness and prosperity.. and i wish *wishing* =)

Pain from the heart

being silly and out of my mind i bet lately but i felt so in love... i have to stop this like really2

"I never thought that it would be me
Actin' like such a fool
and here I am saying boy I'm sorry
for something i didn't do, this is my point of view
i never meant to fall for him
lately its been driving me crazy.."

day before it's something like

"wanna show you I'm not like the rest
so put me to the test
I want this more than anything
than anything..."

and now i have been thinking....
"Why didn't I listen to my heart
(hey that's what i'm doing)
When he had me guessin' from the start
More and more I wonder
Why do I still want him
(when it's all impossible)
After all the love I gave to him
All this pain and all because of him
What am I supposed to do
When it's all a lie
Where am I supposed to go
When it's dark outside
What am I supposed to do
When it's all a lie..."

i'm just gonna assume its just a day dream
only this time it's more like real
coz i can feel it still
the feeling when i think about it
and maybe it's nothing
but this pain of knowing it
might be just something normal to him
and when its really huge to me...

p/s: you shouldn't have come when i was really in love with you
coz' you're driving me crazy

I don't know what's the truth and what's a lie...

i was in love with you and you came straight at me...
leaving me like this isn't helping..


i got to go...need to clear my head..

loving you G

Happy 22nd BIRTHDAY TO NAJIB

Just wanna wish Najib aka Mr. cool a belated birthday on the 28th kemarin wish you all the best and good luck with the training next year in UK may all your wishes came true and HAPPY ALWAYS

Happy Birthday MIL!!!

Just wanna say Happy belated Birthday to my beloved BEST FRIEND NurAzmil LOls even though the suprize thing didn't work i hope you love the Chocolate Cake may all ur wishes came true and all the best with everything you do... His birthday was on the 24th december... and he 21 XD all the best oryt *hugs* loving you always...