Monday 31 August 2009

hmm...

sudah ku.. boring ku... naleh ku... inda ku mau lg... biar cia... let it be...

Sunday 30 August 2009

sowe...

you were right... i really just can't stand fighting with you and not talking to you is even worst... *sigh* honestly... i really don't know what i did =( and you're punishing me.. by ignoring me.. i asked..but still you don't even bother explaining to me =( i don't wanna fight no more...I'm sorry

loves baby bunny...

mau mau mau....
*clap2 hands*
i want....but i can't *sad face* kiut.. =(

Wednesday 26 August 2009

from the heart

Idon'twannafightnomore

Winner at a losing game

Baby, look here at me Have you ever seen me this way I've been fumblin' for words Through the tears and the hurt and the pain I'm gonna lay it all out On the line tonight And I think that it's time To tell this uphill fight goodbye CHORUS Have you ever had to love someone That just don't feel the same Tryin' to make somebody care for you The way I do Is like tryin' to catch the rain And if love is really forever I'm a winner at a losin' game I know that baby, you tried To find me somewhere inside of you But you know you can't lie Girl, you can't hide the truth Sometimes two hearts Just can't dance to the same beat So I'll pack up my things And I'll take what remains of me Repeat Chorus I know that I'll never be the man that you need or love Yeah, baby it's killin' me to stand here and see I'm not what you've been dreamin' of Repeat Chorus Oh, oh, if love is really forever I'm a winner at a losin' game Ooo, I'm tired of losing Oh, oh, oh-

unstoppable

So, so you made alot of mistakes Walk down the road a little sideways Cracked a brick when you hit the wall Yeah, you had a pocket full of regrets Pull you down faster than a sunset Hey, it happens to us all When the cold hard rain just won't quit And you can't see your way out of it You find your faith has been lost and shaken You take back what's been taken Get on your knees and dig down deep You can do what you think is impossible Keep on believing don't give in It'll come and make you whole again It always will it always does Love is unstoppable Love it can weather any a storm Bring you back to being born, again Oh, it's a helpin' hand when you need it most A lighthouse shinin' on the coast That never goes dim When you're heart is full of doubt And, you think that there's no way out You find your faith has been lost and shaken You take back what's been taken Get on your knees and dig down deep You can do what you think is impossible Keep on believing don't give in It'll come and make you whole again It always will it always does Love is unstoppable Like a river keeps on rollin' Like a north wind blowin' Don't it feel good knowin' Yeah You find your faith has been lost and shaken You take back what's been taken Get on your knees and dig down deep You can do what you think is impossible Keep on believing don't give in It'll come and make you whole again It always will it always does Love is unstoppable Love is unstoppable So you made a lot of mistakes Walked down the road a little sideways Love, love is unstoppable

Tuesday 25 August 2009

Saying..

she's strong because she know what it's like to be weak, she keeps a guard up because she knows what it's like to cry herself to sleep.

hm..

i got something to tell but i just to lazy to typed it out...it's about my mimpi tadi subuh and it was kinda creepy and at the sametime mcm it's the most beautiful thing i ever seen lah in my dream ofcoz...

Don't hold me down cause i'm gonna fly

What you think about this? I been holding it in now I'm letting it flow What you think about this? I'm gonna do my own thing yeah I'm flying solo so Don't tell me how its gonna be On my own And the thing of it is There's nothing round here that I'm gonna miss Cause you're holding me down I just wanna fly There comes a time when I gotta say goodbye To the life that you see me in Here's where I begin [Chorus] And I promise myself I ain't nobody's, I just wanna be free And I promise myself Even though it don't always come easy Gonna learn from my pain Never explain Do it my way, that's what I say Promise myself I'm the only one who will believe me There's a voice in my head Telling me come on, come on, move on There's a voice in my head Telling me I know my right from wrong They say what doesn't kill you can Make you strong Now I know what it means You can try to bend but you ain't breakin my dreams I'll be making mistakes Comin up at a loss I'll be tumbling down But Like MC shake it off I'll stay cool cause I know who's boss Of me, myself, and I [Chorus] And I promise myself I ain't nobody's, I just wanna be free And I promise myself Even though it don't always come easy Gonna learn from my pain Never explain Do it my way, that's what I say Promise myself I'm the only one who will believe me I'll keep movin even when the beat is gone (I will) I'll keep doin what i got to do to carry on (I will) So don't hold me down cause i'm gonna fly and the time has come and gotta say goodbye To the life that you see me in Here's where I begin [Chorus X2] And I promise myself I ain't nobody's, I just wanna be free And I promise myself Even though it don't always come easy Gonna learn from my pain Never explain Do it my way, that's what I say Promise myself I'm the only one who will believe me

Monday 24 August 2009

Totally happy

me heart skip a beat... smiling happily.... dia kiut sangat.. can't stop smiling...

Sunday 16 August 2009

Tears

here i am laying on my bed...thoughtless...yet tears flowing down...don't know whats going on to me...but finally i admit it..its hard for me to love again over this past months i have been denying and pretending to be happy...and actually trying to convince myself that i would find that someone who will actually open up my heart without me trying...honestly...you don't wanna be me...I'm just a human that thinks love is just something that isn't permanent...I'm sick of it...tho sometimes i get the jealousy feeling watching couples being together...seeing the love in their eyes..i hate that feeling..i can still feel the pain on my chest...it still hurt...i just wish i could throw all the pain away by crying my heart out...hmm..i have been there...cried till i fall asleep but yea seem that isn't enough...when i try to cry it seems that there is no more tears left...but when I'm all alone without even thinking..tears just flows down my cheek..is my body tired of all of this?? is my heart still haven't been heal? i guess my heart and body is exhausted with all the pain that have been thrown to me...not just from the person who have hurt me...but my surroundings...people around me doesn't understand me at all...i know some of them tried but i don't think they can...even if they say they know how it feels..I'm sorry to say this..i don't think you know how i feel how my situation is...all i wanted now is just for the pain to go away..i just can't bear the pain anymore...

Saturday 15 August 2009

new new...

brand new lappy thanks MOM thanks DAD for the new lappy =)