Tuesday 17 February 2009

Worst night ever

Tonight isn't my night..1st i felt uncomfertable..i feel sick..cold and at the same time having fever..i tot i would be ok if i just continue to go to my night class so i just go lah..than suddnly i sneeze in da middle of da lesson than after a few sec my nose seem to have some liquid runing down my nose so i wipe it and to my surprise its blood..so i continue writing while i block my nose with my othr hand than it seem bnyk kuar i just stand and went out with ouT telling the teachr..my hands were ful of blood! And da nearest toilet was lock than i when to the end of 2nd buildng to go to da toilet and it was rly quite silent *damN it was scary! Mlm2 dijambn kulah huhu* i kept on saying "plz don't do this to me" over and over again as my nose continue to bleed..i check every toilet for toilet paper tp nada and my car keys were in my bag in the classroom than aftr washing n cleaning up *wont want 2 have a lil bit of my blood left in da toilet* i when to calss and sit for awhile hoping it woN't bleed lg but...my god are u kidding me its not stoping so i tok my car key and when to my car to get toilet paper in my car *don't ask why is there toilet paper in my cAr lol* i took it out and went bck 2 da toilet and clean up..i tot it would stop..bt aprntly NO! so i decided to tell the techr and thank god he's ok wif it..so i went home..took a wet towel and put it oN my forhead and limpang..i feel horrible..My head feels heavy..so i just lay down..this isn't da 1st time it hapn 2 me..it hpns b4 but not as bad as this 1 hm..i just hope nthng's wrng wif me lol i shud stop thinking nw i might freak my slf ouT krg..oh well hope 2mro i'll be oryt..

Thursday 12 February 2009

Happy Birthday!

just wanna say happy birthday to my beloved dad...Hj Mohd Ibrahim Hj Hamid yang ke 53 kali :P on the 11th i love you dad *hugs* hehehe i REALLY can't live without you...but yet i need to learn how to be independent so yea heheeh i really love you dad...and to my lil sis who's birthday is on the 10th happy birthday hehe sowe nada hadiah :P maybe next month insyallah and to both of you moga panjang umur and the murahkan rezki and sehat and happy owez.... amin...i'll promise i'll be the best daughter and big sister..love you guys so much...

Let me live my life

woke up feeling a bit scared..what happen yesterday realy open my eyes to something i rly can't believe it happen to me..never in my life i felt terrify as this before..to the persone plez don't get the wrong idea..the way i treat you..is the same as all of my friends..sometimes i felt being too friendly is a wrong thing to do but yet, that's me..the real me..i no longer can pretend by what you're trying to do...all this long i felt uncomfortable by the way you treated me..you get mad with just a little thing which is obviously got nothing to do with you..here i just wana tell plez..let me live my life and don't ever interfear into my life..as everyone knows i deserve to life my own life and plz stop spy-ing on me..its rather scary and freaky..i oath to tell u face to face but i just can't shout out saying those words to you..you're a friend and i appreciate what you have done but it's just too much..i'm sorry..but if this continue to go on..you leave me no choice..

Wednesday 11 February 2009

soulmate

Natasha Bedingfield - Soulmate
Incompatible, it don't matter though
'cause someone's bound to hear my cry
Speak out if you do
You're not easy to find
Is it possible, Mr. LoveableIs already in my life?
Right in front of me
Or maybe you're in disguise
[Chorus]
Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone
Here we are again, circles never end
How do I find the perfect fit
There's enough for everyone
But I'm still waiting in line
[Chorus]
Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my ownIf there's a soulmate for everyone
If there's a soulmate for everyone
[Bridge]
Most relationships seem so transitory
They're all good but not the permanent one
[Chorus]
Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my ownIf there's a soulmate for everyone
Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone
If there's a soulmate for everyone

Feel like singing all day long

Natasha Bedingfield - pocketful of sunshine
I got a pocket, got a pocketful of sunshine
I got a love and I know that it's all mine, oh, oh oh oh
Do what you want but you're never gonna break me
Sticks and stones are never gonna shake me, oh, oh oh oh
Take me away, a secret place
A sweet escape, take me away
Take me away to better days
Take me away, a hiding place
I got a pocket, got a pocketful of sunshine
I got a love and I know that it's all mine, oh, oh oh oh
Do what you want but you're never gonna break me
Sticks and stones are never gonna shake me, oh, oh oh oh
I got a pocket, got a pocketful of sunshine
I got a love and I know that it's all mine, oh, oh oh oh
Wish that you could but you ain't gonna own me
Do anything you can to control me, oh, oh no
Take me away, a secret place
A sweet escape, take me away
Take me away to better days
Take me away, a hiding place
There's a place that I go that nobody knows
Where the rivers flow and I call it home
And there's no more lies in the darkness there's light
And nobody cries, there's only butterflies
Take me away, a secret place, A sweet escape, take me away
Take me away to better days, Take me away, a hiding place
Take me away, a secret place, A sweet escape, take me away
Take me away to better days, Take me away, a hiding place
Take me away
(I got a pocket, got a pocketful of sunshine)
A secret place
(I got a love and I know that it's all mine)
To better days take me away
Take me away
(I got a pocket, got a pocketful of sunshine)
A secret place
(I got a love and I know that it's all mine)
Take me away, a hiding place
The sun is on my side and takes me for a ride
I smile up to the sky, I know I'll be alright
The sun is on my side and takes me for a ride
I smile up to the sky, I know I'll be alright