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what a relief =D

random..

heyyoustopavoiding

clueless

Hopes things get back to normal clueless

I just don't know what to do...

i just realize something...

did i make a mistake??

is everything going to be alright? will everything get back to normal?

is he ignoring me? is it what i did? if things gets back to normal will the environment be awkward? i kinda miss him now.. *sigh*

Sorry...

I know I have been so selfish not thinking of others my families...my friends...my close crazy friends at Mtssr...My best friends... I know I don't have time for all of you guys... busy with my own little world *sigh* i just hope all of you guys understand you guys may think i already forgotten about us... but hey..I still care...i still love you guys.... hope you guys can forgive me... *hugs*

Starlight Tears

Starlight Tears (Kim Yoo Kyung) the white starlight envelops the tears the tears fall in the warm wind do you feel it? this trembling, quiet whisper that is going your way i draw you on this white paper the warm smile holds me is this love? even when i close my eyes, i see only you i will be waiting for you i will wait for you i don't want to see the tears of pain anymore you let me know this love that's like a lie, i'll never let it go because that love is you i'm walking in my memories with you the tears fill even the deepest area of my heart what should i do? even in my dreams, i miss you i will be waiting for you i will wait for you i don't want to see the tears of pain anymore you let me know this love that's like a lie, i'll never let it go because that love is you please look at me, like the faraway stars can't you be the one that's in my heart i will be waiting for you i will wait for you i don't want to see the tears of pain anymore you let me know this love that's like a lie, i'll never let it go because that love is you

=')

I like it in the rain no one can see I'm crying, All the pain is hidden while I'm slowly dying, The streaks on my face I can blame on the rain, Hiding the lies and masking the pain, The fear in my eyes is the only trace, As the rain clears away every tear from my face, The water slowly drips down from my hair, In the rain no one need know that I'm even there, Soaked to the skin every single part of me, I love being in the rain as I'm finally free...

bored..

took a few pix with the girls masa ke college td.. i when there skajap saja since i didn't drive....

around 5 balik...

p/s: gambar eyan nada sal eyan bz buat kraja..and jauh huhuh sory yaaan still missing you... p/s: oh yeaaaa...masa kan bgmbr tuuuu panya salah takan instead of photo tertakan video ahhah LOLS video di bwah ahahah LOLS

i don't know what to do

Sometimes..things didn't always go as plan..like what we always dangar..kita yang merancang Allah yang menentukan =) there's this one think that i honestly can't bare the pain or just ignoring the fact that i was totally hurt..i honestly don't know what i did to this person but she always make me feel down in class..sometimes i just wanna burst her bubble by asking what's her problem..i can positively be sure that i didn't do anything BAD towards her..i did my study..i do my assignment yet i notice her ignoring me..at first i didn't notice until one day she asked questions ane i try to participate in class by answering the question at first she ignore my answer..i thought maybe she didn't dangar my answer..than the second time *SIGH* i answer and she kinda laugh at me?? As if i was a stupid person? How can i do this? F this continue to go on..not just that she kinda ask for my classmate's opinion on my answer.. *hurt* honestly i can't bare this pain..sakit hati ada..sedih pun ada..the next day i try to just diam2 in class i try not to think about what happen the day before..i was truly hurt..then days go by there are times i answer ane she didn't even care to listen so i just act as if i didn't care..then there this one day we had our test and i don't know sama ada kana sngaja kan kah apa..she distribute all the paper to all of my classmate EXCEPT me?? The person next to me on both side kana bagi but i didn't get my paper *sigh* i try so hard not to take that personally but how cant i? Its obvious.. I wanted to confront her right there at that moment but hey is it wise to do so? Apa tah lagi during test? Naa..i think I'll just keep it to myself again..*sigh* all i know i did all my assignment and come on! I honestly don't know what to do..i cant study like this..we pay..i expect that it wont happen this way..never in my mind it doesn't even cross my head to be treated like this..I'm just *sigh* i deserved to be treated equally as the others.. Im totally hurt by what she did that's just it..i really cant do this..

Butterfly flay away