Sometimes..things didn't always go as plan..like what we always dangar..kita yang merancang Allah yang menentukan =) there's this one think that i honestly can't bare the pain or just ignoring the fact that i was totally hurt..i honestly don't know what i did to this person but she always make me feel down in class..sometimes i just wanna burst her bubble by asking what's her problem..i can positively be sure that i didn't do anything BAD towards her..i did my study..i do my assignment yet i notice her ignoring me..at first i didn't notice until one day she asked questions ane i try to participate in class by answering the question at first she ignore my answer..i thought maybe she didn't dangar my answer..than the second time *SIGH* i answer and she kinda laugh at me?? As if i was a stupid person? How can i do this? F this continue to go on..not just that she kinda ask for my classmate's opinion on my answer.. *hurt* honestly i can't bare this pain..sakit hati ada..sedih pun ada..the next day i try to just diam2 in class i try not to think about what happen the day before..i was truly hurt..then days go by there are times i answer ane she didn't even care to listen so i just act as if i didn't care..then there this one day we had our test and i don't know sama ada kana sngaja kan kah apa..she distribute all the paper to all of my classmate EXCEPT me?? The person next to me on both side kana bagi but i didn't get my paper *sigh* i try so hard not to take that personally but how cant i? Its obvious.. I wanted to confront her right there at that moment but hey is it wise to do so? Apa tah lagi during test? Naa..i think I'll just keep it to myself again..*sigh* all i know i did all my assignment and come on! I honestly don't know what to do..i cant study like this..we pay..i expect that it wont happen this way..never in my mind it doesn't even cross my head to be treated like this..I'm just *sigh* i deserved to be treated equally as the others.. Im totally hurt by what she did that's just it..i really cant do this..
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