Pain from the heart

being silly and out of my mind i bet lately but i felt so in love... i have to stop this like really2

"I never thought that it would be me
Actin' like such a fool
and here I am saying boy I'm sorry
for something i didn't do, this is my point of view
i never meant to fall for him
lately its been driving me crazy.."

day before it's something like

"wanna show you I'm not like the rest
so put me to the test
I want this more than anything
than anything..."

and now i have been thinking....
"Why didn't I listen to my heart
(hey that's what i'm doing)
When he had me guessin' from the start
More and more I wonder
Why do I still want him
(when it's all impossible)
After all the love I gave to him
All this pain and all because of him
What am I supposed to do
When it's all a lie
Where am I supposed to go
When it's dark outside
What am I supposed to do
When it's all a lie..."

i'm just gonna assume its just a day dream
only this time it's more like real
coz i can feel it still
the feeling when i think about it
and maybe it's nothing
but this pain of knowing it
might be just something normal to him
and when its really huge to me...

p/s: you shouldn't have come when i was really in love with you
coz' you're driving me crazy

I don't know what's the truth and what's a lie...

i was in love with you and you came straight at me...
leaving me like this isn't helping..


i got to go...need to clear my head..

loving you G

Happy 22nd BIRTHDAY TO NAJIB

Just wanna wish Najib aka Mr. cool a belated birthday on the 28th kemarin wish you all the best and good luck with the training next year in UK may all your wishes came true and HAPPY ALWAYS

Happy Birthday MIL!!!

Just wanna say Happy belated Birthday to my beloved BEST FRIEND NurAzmil LOls even though the suprize thing didn't work i hope you love the Chocolate Cake may all ur wishes came true and all the best with everything you do... His birthday was on the 24th december... and he 21 XD all the best oryt *hugs* loving you always...

♥ ♥ George Nozuka ♥ ♥

in love with Justin Nozuka's eldest Brother George Nozuka he's my Baby ahahha LOLs

♥ Justin Nozuka ♥

Through the water And through the flames My baby left me without a trace She took my money And left the ring And she didn't leave one clue of where she was going to Oh my baby up and left me alone She signed goodbye on the letter that she wrote Oh my baby up and left me now Mr. Therapy man I need to ask you how can I live on How could she do it Go break my heart when She used to be the one crying when we were apart I gave her all of me, Gave her my soul and that was exactly what she stole from me

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMAL!

smiles and laughter, joy and cheer happiness that stays throughout the year... wishing your birthday brings all these and more! May the sun rise today... and fill your day with warmth... May the flowers bloom today... and spread their sweet fragrance around… May every moment of your special day brings you many reasons to smile making all your wishes came true… From Morning, Noon to Night... Just wanna say HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! Beloved aunty! ;)don't cry beb heheh *hugs*

All blended into one

hey there...its been awhile XD hohoho anyway let's start the story... for the past week been very busy with school work..assignment...phase test...end test and so on... i neglected you ahahah i mean the blog huhu so here i am complaining like always that's what girls do best right? *random* so hm..the test was ok i guess the 1st paper was economics? it was erm ok can answer all the questions.. and the teacheractully say that our class passed except one... so just hoping it isn't me amin huhuhu the 2nd paper was people and organization.. the paper was i don't know ok but i didn't answer all coz it was really... i forgot my brain ter-CRAPM! ahahh lols but honestly totally forget that question... the 3rd paper was statistics...it was FREAKING hard and i almost cry in there sal i didn't answer 1 question which carries 20 marks i guess...let's just hope i'll score on the other questions amin2 huhu than now college is almost over... but hey wait a minute... i still have assignment to be done and also presentation on Monday and the assignment is due on 30th so much for holiday huh? but year what ever...i need to do some research on brunei's economics statistics? huhuhu i really don't wanna think about it now...but again i have to do it.. like sooon? SHIT i just realize today is 25th and i got only 5 more days to go? SHIT SHIT =/ not funny at all!!! anyway today is my beloved best-friend's birthday HJH NOORHAYATI aka yatie may all your wishes came true and happy happy always and i love you sis huhu PRETTY RIGHT??? that's my best friend XD

in love with........

yea yea...you got me right... I'm so in love with this guy.. which guy? here he is aaahahha LOLS he's cute ryt? :P:P he's JUSTIN NOZUKA

I got issues...

Sometimes... I feel like I'm going out of My mind, Boy the way you do me is a

Damn crime

But then you smile at me And its alright, With you there ain't no in between... Every time that i walk out the door I tell myselfi can't take it no more There's a part of me won't let you go I keep sayin'

YES

when my minds sayin..

NO

Chorus: Me and my heart we got issues Don't know if i should hate you or miss you Damn i wish that i could resist you

CAN'T

decide if i should slap you or kiss you, Me and my heart we got issues,issues,issues We got issues issues issues. Its awful, boy you leave me hangin' for so long You empty out my love until its all gone You change the words but still its the same song Im tired of the melody Change my number and throw out your clothes But my feelings for you, they still show I keep building the walls round my heart But then i see you it all falls apart... Chorus: Me and my heart we got issues Don't know if i should hate you or miss you Damn i wish that i could resist you

CAN'T

decide if i should slap you or kiss you, Me and my heart we got issues,issues,issues We got issues issues issues. Wanna fight it, can't hide it Truth is i think i like it But in future, illusion Still i don't know which way to go..... Chorus: Me and my heart we got issues Don't know if i should hate you or miss you Damn i wish that i could resist you

CAN'T

decide if i should slap you or kiss you, Me and my heart we got issues,issues,issues We got issues issues issues. Me and my heart we got issues, issues We got issues, issues, issues We got issues, issues, issues We got issues, issues, issues, Me and my heart we got issues Don't know if i should hate you or miss you Me and my heart we got issues.....

*kusut*

kusut...sleepy and tired.... seeing all the papers upside down makes me really really stressed out... i like it to be organized.. not that i am an organize freak but i want my things to be neat and easy for me to reach out.. but seeing the book i have copied *sigh* i have to redo all the arrangements *kusut* anyways thanks to my daddy and sorry i really didn't mean to rise my voice you know i would never do that...i love you daddy *big hug*