Worst night ever

Tonight isn't my night..1st i felt uncomfertable..i feel sick..cold and at the same time having fever..i tot i would be ok if i just continue to go to my night class so i just go lah..than suddnly i sneeze in da middle of da lesson than after a few sec my nose seem to have some liquid runing down my nose so i wipe it and to my surprise its blood..so i continue writing while i block my nose with my othr hand than it seem bnyk kuar i just stand and went out with ouT telling the teachr..my hands were ful of blood! And da nearest toilet was lock than i when to the end of 2nd buildng to go to da toilet and it was rly quite silent *damN it was scary! Mlm2 dijambn kulah huhu* i kept on saying "plz don't do this to me" over and over again as my nose continue to bleed..i check every toilet for toilet paper tp nada and my car keys were in my bag in the classroom than aftr washing n cleaning up *wont want 2 have a lil bit of my blood left in da toilet* i when to calss and sit for awhile hoping it woN't bleed lg but...my god are u kidding me its not stoping so i tok my car key and when to my car to get toilet paper in my car *don't ask why is there toilet paper in my cAr lol* i took it out and went bck 2 da toilet and clean up..i tot it would stop..bt aprntly NO! so i decided to tell the techr and thank god he's ok wif it..so i went home..took a wet towel and put it oN my forhead and limpang..i feel horrible..My head feels heavy..so i just lay down..this isn't da 1st time it hapn 2 me..it hpns b4 but not as bad as this 1 hm..i just hope nthng's wrng wif me lol i shud stop thinking nw i might freak my slf ouT krg..oh well hope 2mro i'll be oryt..

Happy Birthday!

just wanna say happy birthday to my beloved dad...Hj Mohd Ibrahim Hj Hamid yang ke 53 kali :P on the 11th i love you dad *hugs* hehehe i REALLY can't live without you...but yet i need to learn how to be independent so yea heheeh i really love you dad...and to my lil sis who's birthday is on the 10th happy birthday hehe sowe nada hadiah :P maybe next month insyallah and to both of you moga panjang umur and the murahkan rezki and sehat and happy owez.... amin...i'll promise i'll be the best daughter and big sister..love you guys so much...

Let me live my life

woke up feeling a bit scared..what happen yesterday realy open my eyes to something i rly can't believe it happen to me..never in my life i felt terrify as this before..to the persone plez don't get the wrong idea..the way i treat you..is the same as all of my friends..sometimes i felt being too friendly is a wrong thing to do but yet, that's me..the real me..i no longer can pretend by what you're trying to do...all this long i felt uncomfortable by the way you treated me..you get mad with just a little thing which is obviously got nothing to do with you..here i just wana tell plez..let me live my life and don't ever interfear into my life..as everyone knows i deserve to life my own life and plz stop spy-ing on me..its rather scary and freaky..i oath to tell u face to face but i just can't shout out saying those words to you..you're a friend and i appreciate what you have done but it's just too much..i'm sorry..but if this continue to go on..you leave me no choice..

soulmate

Natasha Bedingfield - Soulmate

Incompatible, it don't matter though

'cause someone's bound to hear my cry

Speak out if you do

You're not easy to find

Is it possible, Mr. LoveableIs already in my life?

Right in front of me

Or maybe you're in disguise

[Chorus]

Who doesn't long for someone to hold

Who knows how to love you without being told

Somebody tell me why I'm on my own

If there's a soulmate for everyone

Here we are again, circles never end

How do I find the perfect fit

There's enough for everyone

But I'm still waiting in line

[Chorus]

Who doesn't long for someone to hold

Who knows how to love you without being told

Somebody tell me why I'm on my ownIf there's a soulmate for everyone

If there's a soulmate for everyone

[Bridge]

Most relationships seem so transitory

They're all good but not the permanent one

[Chorus]

Who doesn't long for someone to hold

Who knows how to love you without being told

Somebody tell me why I'm on my ownIf there's a soulmate for everyone

Who doesn't long for someone to hold

Who knows how to love you without being told

Somebody tell me why I'm on my own

If there's a soulmate for everyone

If there's a soulmate for everyone

Feel like singing all day long

Natasha Bedingfield - pocketful of sunshine

I got a pocket, got a pocketful of sunshine

I got a love and I know that it's all mine, oh, oh oh oh

Do what you want but you're never gonna break me

Sticks and stones are never gonna shake me, oh, oh oh oh

Take me away, a secret place

A sweet escape, take me away

Take me away to better days

Take me away, a hiding place

I got a pocket, got a pocketful of sunshine

I got a love and I know that it's all mine, oh, oh oh oh

Do what you want but you're never gonna break me

Sticks and stones are never gonna shake me, oh, oh oh oh

I got a pocket, got a pocketful of sunshine

I got a love and I know that it's all mine, oh, oh oh oh

Wish that you could but you ain't gonna own me

Do anything you can to control me, oh, oh no

Take me away, a secret place

A sweet escape, take me away

Take me away to better days

Take me away, a hiding place

There's a place that I go that nobody knows

Where the rivers flow and I call it home

And there's no more lies in the darkness there's light

And nobody cries, there's only butterflies

Take me away, a secret place, A sweet escape, take me away

Take me away to better days, Take me away, a hiding place

Take me away, a secret place, A sweet escape, take me away

Take me away to better days, Take me away, a hiding place

Take me away

(I got a pocket, got a pocketful of sunshine)

A secret place

(I got a love and I know that it's all mine)

To better days take me away

Take me away

(I got a pocket, got a pocketful of sunshine)

A secret place

(I got a love and I know that it's all mine)

Take me away, a hiding place

The sun is on my side and takes me for a ride

I smile up to the sky, I know I'll be alright

The sun is on my side and takes me for a ride

I smile up to the sky, I know I'll be alright

Class cancel

ok...yesterday was...quite nerves-ing *is that a word* well i wen to atten my nyt class in the afrernoon my 1st day ofcoz..but no one was there heheh i waited for more or less half an hour but nada orang so yea...heheh na pedah2 ja nerves sampai na makan apa hehee :P i'll start my class on monday lagi....ok im blur :S chow...

feeling a bit nervous

ok in a few minutes lagi i'm gona go back home and get ready for my first geography class...ok! i'm Nervous here :S i have miss a few class ordy and for sure everyone will notice me as soon as i enter the class :s damn i don't wana get any attention....

will be posting lagi bisuk huhuh takut ku eeeeee

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A mixed up day *remind me of ambuyat/limau*

today is my last day of CNY holiday..i did my laundry diz morning send n pick up my bro and sister from ugama school..the usual things to do when im at home doing nothing..so yea im spoz 2 go 2 night class this year and i tot that the people frm the jabatan pendidikan lanjuT will contect the studnts lyk maybe a letter or a call telling that the class start at 19th january 2009 but no letter and call i assume that maybe it start bulan febuary so before i send my sister to school i call up the ofice asking about the class malam he told me that it ordy startd and i shud take my jadual there as always i panic~ lyk its 10days ordy wa i am way behind and i plan to take my exam diz june :s so my mood wasnt that good that aftrnoon i was rly kusuT so i ask my lil sis 2 get rdy erly and we when shoping 2 put aside my kusut-ness i bought stuff for my nyt class and i feel oky aftr that :p than udah d rumah i call up my dad 2 remind him 2 take my nyt class jadual and it was almst 4.30 ordy and my dad said na smpt huhu and like what i suspected i was mad and woried again..so i just do some surfing and i end up facebook-ing then it just click me that i shud google somebody's name :p huhu i google ak's name ahaha in my head was maybe he got blog or something and i end up ryt :p he got a blog hehe i read his post and stuff and and i actualy got a few info about him :p hehe he's 20 and his birthday is on the..*naah wont tell someone might guess who he is hehe let it be a secret but its on september tho* and he's very funny and got a vry2 good english :p *not like mine lol* i just wish i have the chance to get to know him..but maybe its impossible i dnt thnk it would happen *i wish it does tho lol* and maybe he got a gurlfriend ordy just maybe..a good looking mixd guy and who has a sense of humor doesn't have a girlfriend? its impossible..so yea i shud go now will be posting real soon..

A story to share during chinese new year

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR to all my friends at PCThree Techinologies and CFKing... I went to go visit a few of my dad's fwen ofcoz with my dad & family :p there is a very interesting thing happen infront of my eyes that day ahaha well it goes like this..

we were eating arah kem diluar rumah kawan my dad ane than there was this family infact 2 or 3 families with alot of kids i mean ALOT at first oky lah than i saw a little gurl maybe around 12-14 years old "mengaut" ayam goreng pat piring adik nya like segunung wah! LOL I was lyk whoo then she bring it to her mothr x than i ignor lah than the owner ada say something to one of the relative maybe "makan ah jangan tapau" damn that was embarrassing ahaha than ada tia pelayan ane mebawa minuman tin and ampai atas meja dapan my family duduk..baru jua the indian guy ampai all the drinks tarus lanyap! Then the indian guy simpan lagi lah the drinks and again lanyap just like that all the kids were like rly2 berabut than the 3rd n 4th tray datang and lyk idk...they were realy rushing towards the drinks NOW not even the kids the adult jua i was like whoo? My jaw was open for a minute inda lagi sadar ahaha i was realy2 shock and that was realy2 embrrassing and the sad thing is that the one who's doing it was all malay. I was like i can't think a thing lagi ahaha i shoud take a pic or two ahaha :p bt yea i was damn shock :p i didn't mean to offend anyone it's just that i found it realy2 shocking and i tot all the thing "they" say about people berabut2 ne na lah serius but what i saw ari tu was unbelieveable and we shud behave and jaga adat when we were in other people's house.. Oky chow